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17 (single)

by Nightjars

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17 05:22
well in that case i guess we'll hang around till the warranty's run down we'll just keep on moving house till someone finds us out we'll hide the scorch marks in the yard the knots on our hearts that's what makes us us and on the cusp of 17 that's when the whole thing starts the shaking visions, prophetic dreams, the signs, the tattoos, and the scars the message written in the sky in chemtrails and in stars: WILL - YOU - BE - OURS? who is the birthday girl? who's the lucky guy? i am not a criminal which of you am i? which of you am i? if i broke this body, would they give me one that's mine? if i broke this body, would they give me one that's mine? if i broke this body, would they give me one that's mine? would i be fine? mysterious shape i saw at sunrise before i went to school: i ate my toast and never told you didn't wanna wake you too the day it changed, the picket fence, the grass, the cake, and the balloons – was it for me or for you? twisting and gasping, i surface from a dream one of us is crying but which of us is me? which of us is me? if i broke this body on the cusp of 17 if i broke this body on the cusp of 17 if i broke this body on the cusp of 17 would they give you back to me? i am not a criminal the message in the sky blow out all the candles which of them am i? which of them am i? if i broke this body (would they give me one that's mine?) if i broke this body (on the cusp of 17) if i broke this body (do you think that i'd be fine?) if i broke this body (would they give you back to me?)

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this is a song i wrote almost exactly three years ago, as i was about to graduate from high school. i used 2 say it's about twins who share a psychic connection and get abducted by aliens on their birthday. it's actually about struggling with yourself – reckoning with things like gender, embodiment, and the divide between what you can and can't control.

more soon. hope you enjoy ☆彡

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released April 27, 2018

thank you mars again for your mic and speakers. see u soon
thanks garageband
thanks time machine for helping me recover this file after i almost permanently deleted the main vocals YIKES

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Nightjars Vancouver, British Columbia

Nightjars is the solo project of queer and trans singer-songwriter Adrian Matias Bell. His first album, Modjeska, is a collection of songs written in and about his childhood home of Orange County. Carrying echoes of 70s singer-songwriter craft, Modjeska explores a California coming-of-age with gravity and warmth. ... more

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